Another free form blog, ramble...mumble....snore...

photo a handbag i beaded for christmas for my mom
I get so tired of "having" to write correctly....I know how to spell, I type horribly...I puncuate poorly but I really don't care, if i get to far into the subject I think SO F*ckin what! Why the hell do I have to put a , here when really it should be a .? Wht do commas matter anyway and if I overuse the whole...3 dot thingy...so what?
I am writing in my blog not a midterm report for the Congressional Student Organization of the Miniature United Nations of The Free World of the United states Of the Republic of Lillyputt.
Point is ...I am sick of writing shit, checking it on word to make sure I didn't underspace or overspace...screw that....ooops i forgot to capitalize Word.
Anyway this whole bloggy is about blogs. I love bloggging. I feel the need to. I am loving it more and more here on blogspot....
I am so sick of 360...sorry to offend any 360 friends, but really there is so much stupid ass drama there and "perfect" people who think in f*cked up ways...."Oh you don't comment enough...I am going to delete your ass unless you comment soon" or "oh yoru blog about being real fuck you who do you think i am? jesus if people don't like my blogs don't read them, don't comment on them, and certainly don't do a blog about a blog of mine that you hate. I know David Duke...oh wait Carter Garza shock jock of 360 Mister Up aLL night who has his own talk show (on a blog) wasn't the only one who did blogs regarding my blogs and i don't understand it...why read my blog? if you hate it?
why blog about it?
I am slowly pulling away from 360 i love the fact that I met so many many great people there, but like a girl that used to be on my friends list who shut her whole blog down...said ..there is no freedom there, and it is true....
I almost feel like any move I make on 360 is being watched....it is being criticized it is like I know some girl whom I deleted then did a blast about me and how I fucked her over last year in that stupid ass survivor shit. Survivor was for fun...then it started and my computer blew up....anytime I had the money to get it fixed a bill showed up or something else...like I had to feed my kids. Now almost a whole year later she wants to blast about me starting something virtually and not finishing it???? I did ask her to help...she jumped at it! I had 16 contests planned out in a secret blog out of all those 16 she used one....and created her own long ass ones after that that turned some people off...i apologized over and over she said quit...then I drop her from my list over private words we had over a friend in common (David Duke) she goes and publicly blasts now about that stupid game??? that is another reason I hate 360...i know she don't have kids...she has no idea that sometimes they get hungry....if it was my choice my computer wouldn't have blown up....I have lost all passion for 360 if it wasn't for a few close friends i would not blog there.
This is what I like about blogspot.....the page is not complicated....while I grew comfortable @ 360 blogspot is like a home....so I don't get as many comments here, or my page views arenot counted but I can be me here...without having to worry about some shock jock wannabe and his sidekick putting me down or anyone else putting me down. there is a respect here that is so mature that i now am here to stay. So 360 friends...you may know who I am talking about, they may still be on your list but I don't think I will be posting there for awhile...I don't feel comfortable there anymore. I don't feel welcome...cripes I couldn't even post this there....but I am the same person, I still embrace all that is sacred to me, I am just sick of getting attacked for it and none of you would ever know what it was like unless you been there. For real.
It's easy to say don't let idiots chase you away and i didn't, but for me to stay there and not feel comfortable is another thing. I feel comefortable here with my average 2 comments per blog because I can be me...